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65,5 the day before yesterday

66,6 yesterday

65,2 today

Most shitty crappy eating shit week in my life and everything besides eating is absolutely amazing, life is good fabulous paradise love joy but I can't stop. I MUST STOP! Today has been almost okay, two (five now, ate during writing this) vanilla cookies, fish, olive oil, garlic, salt, tomatoes, cucumbers, I should eat less but that's better than yesterday or the days before.. I've been drinking, binging, smoking, eating sweets, I don't even want to, it's just that...

It's just because I can...

School on monday. My goal is to be below 64,0 by then. Possible if I start today. Should fast tomorrow maybe..