What is it bout men?

69.0

Hello lovelies! 

My weight was at 70-71 for quite a long time. Tried to keep doing whatever I'm doing (trying to eat around 1000 kcal a day, less than 40g fat and more than 40g protein) and today I finally reached 69kg. Can't wait to see number 5, altough there's a long way to go.

I got my paycheck (hellllll yeah!!) and bought myself a new kitchen scale. Right now my mom is here and so are my brothers - they are cooking all the time and it's hard to count the calories if I'm not making the food myself, but I try to keep away from fatty foods and junk. They are going back home on  Monday and I hope they will not leave the fridge as full as it is today.. I also planted some tomatoes and paprika in my greenhouse and my mom brought some cucumber plants too. Looking forward to eat all that fresh stuff coming straight from my garden.

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I can't help it, I just have to write it down - I always go for the guys I find intelligent, educated and smart (which also means I don't hook up with many of them) and it's such an disappointment when it turns out they're dumb as fuck! But not as dumb as I am.

No hangover

71.1 today (with some clothes on)

Had a huge eating party yesterday, I ate ice cream, loads of soup, french fries, chocolate, more ice cream, pelmeny and then french fries again. But that's not the main problem. I failed one of my exams last semester and this semester I took the exam again.. I expected something like D or C, maybe B. But when I found out I'd earned max points and my first A, I was happy as fuck and decided to celebrate. So the problem is, I also had a drink or two.. or well, I don't even remember how many!! And I'm not even having hangover today, WTF!!!! (usually I drink hard and then the next day I'm not able to eat hahaha), so today the eating party continues and I don't know if it will ever stop.. I don't have any willpower right now. Also I moved home, no shops around here. If I buy groceries, I buy for like a week advance so that I have LOADS of food at one moment and I just eat and eat and eat. I don't even know why am I so hungry all the time? What's wrong with me?? WHERE IS THAT FUCKING HANGOVER?? Bah wah.