So, it's been a long time. 1,5 years or something.
During that time, I gained a lot weight. I once even saw 76 (168) on the scale (holy shit), but luckily I've managed to get rid of a few kilograms. Basically, it's thanks to those hangover days when you want to eat but everything makes you puke. Talking about vomiting then I've almost gotten rid of this bad habit which is niceee, but sometimes it does happen.
I started going to university. I chose to study civil engineering which was a mistake, MISTAKE. I haven't dropped out (yet), but I feel it's not my thing at all. I haven't had much time to worry about my cuz my studies require so much time and nerve. A lesson learned - there's no point to study civil engineering if you don't understand a shit about physics. And if you don't give a shit. My main problem is the fact my parents have been so supportive, although they moved to another country and they're quite far away. I have no idea how to tell them (now, while writing this I realized I should tell them asap, called my daddy and he was quite ok with this). Alright.. Also, my friends are very supportive, I've made peace with my loved ones. And maybe I'm getting along with myself a little better.
About food - my cash flow is well eh ok I don't really have much money so I buy whatever I find cheap. I guess there are some vitamins I'm lacking. I'm not starving myself, hopefully I will not gain everything back in like a week or something. Let's see how it goes this time.
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